Raja Harish Chandra and the forest of Light

Once there was a mighty King named Raja Harishchandra, who ruled the Ganga region in Northern India.
He was a kind ruler, loved by all.
His kingdom was wealthy; there was plenty to eat for every one. Fields were emerald green and forests were loaded with timber and fruits. River beds and ponds provided for enough fish and rice. No one was hungry and no one was deprived. People lived in wealth and harmony. Raja showered his subjects with precious gems, pearls and gold to celebrate the birth of his sons and daughters.
There was no crime or stealing. People lived and loved.

One night Raja Harishchandra went to bed and he had an extraordinary dream.
he dreamt of a forest that led him to a cave. Inside, he saw a Sadhu in a state of Samadhi. He tried stepping in, but Sadhu, who had his eyes closed and his back towards the king stopped him from entering, with a gesture of his hand. King stopped right there, Sadhu disappeared that instant and a vortex of light opened up, showing him a spiral stair case of light. He started climbing up, encountering several Gandharvas and Gandharvis dancing and singing heavenly music. He felt bliss.
He moved further up till he reached the space where there was pure light. Nothing else but light that generated ecstasy into his being. He became dizzy and drunk with joy and pure pleasure.

Next morning when he woke up, the dream felt so real to him that his reality felt lifeless. All his wealth, abundance, relatives, friends, power, jewels and gold felt worthless to him. All he desired now was to reach that place where he visited in his dream. He left his kingdom in charge of his eldest son and left in search of that ecstasy world. He came across many Gurus and Sadhus who taught him what they knew but they could not take him to the place of his dream.

He walked barefoot, hungry and tired. One night he entered the deep dark forest and he felt thousands of invisible people walking towards the same place along with him. Anyone with a sane mind would have been frightened with the darkness and invisible beings around but Raja was a man engrossed, he walked till he reached the heart of the dark forest. What he saw there astonished him beyond words.

He saw a Buddha sitting under a tree in the center of a clearing and around him was a congregation of thousands of invisible people sitting in a meditative state. Bright light emanating from the Buddha was seeping into them; pure joy and bliss was floating in the air. He stood there hiding and witnessing; bathing in that light and pure love. But with the first ray of the morning it all disappeared in a split second right before his eyes, the communion was over. Raja woke up from the trance like state thinking he must have slept again and had an amazing dream.

Several years passed. Raja looked for the special place throughout the day and the night when he was exhausted beyond all capacity. He had beautiful visions and he recalled them next morning as dreams. He became physically stronger and vibrant, his hair became silvery white, and he started radiating with celestial light yet he believed that he was dreaming about that place.

One night he was walking through the forest looking for that special place of his dreams. He looked at the moon and was struck by its pure silvery and cool blue light. He stared at it in disbelief. Soon he found himself stepping on the old familiar spiral staircase of light, leading into a light chamber inside the moon. Several Masters and Gurus were sitting in a circle emitting brilliant white light, as he stepped in they all looked up and one of them said "Welcome Harishchandra we have been waiting for you". They asked him to turn around and see who is at the bottom of the stair case of light. As he did so, right at the bottom of the staircas, across many worlds he saw himself staring awestruck at the moon, unable to look away.

The masters asked him "Who is that person?" and immediately he pointed out saying "He is Harishchandra".  He asked himself if that person is Harishchandra then "WHO AM I?"
At that very moment he realized he is nothing and he was filled with the same sweet ecstatic light.

He was flooded with unfathomable joy and rapture.

Finally his journey was complete.

INTERCONNECTEDNESS AND UTILITY OF GAPS.

All are one, we are closer than we know in fact we are just thoughts away form each other, not in the sense of travel distance or how we hold beings close to our hearts, we are creations of thoughts from the supreme energy.The supreme being/intelligence bifurcates us form each other to experience the variations.
The degree of separateness depends on the severity or the polarity of the difference that is desired to be experienced.
Now between this interconnected network of beings lies the layers of perceptions. These perceptions are camouflaged beings separating our identities.For example a tool maker makes compartments for different types of tools, however the kit remains his one single tool kit.similarly when we are acting as the tools of his intelligence to preform certain task we are created as precision instruments to perform a specific task what a wrench can do a screw driver cannot .
Because it is not ordained to do the same.All the tools are never thrown in together or it creates a clutter they a sorted into type/categories/utilities.
Coming back to compartmentalizing utility tools/precision instrument, now we as his instruments are sorted, clubbed together so we can be called upon to perform specific tasks whenever required.Till then interaction between similar kinds happens in each compartments more closely as soul families.Sometimes different categories of instruments interact with each other to perform some specific tasks, in such an event a jump happens between soul families and even star groups. In such an event sometimes very close interaction takes place changing the nature of both the instruments.Sometimes tools of different kinds are left together by mistake(though there are no mistakes in the plans of tool maker) but with the supposition of using them again together for such similar tasks.
Now coming back to perceptions, the division or compartments made are of the same material as the tool kit itself, the one that holds all. so in effect the tools are separated and yet contained in the same structure, they are separated by the same material as the one that holds all of it together.
If a tools desires or experiences itself as the same material as the case then it is one with the one that holds all and no further separateness or compartmentalization stays.Through such an event the concept of perception of separateness becomes clear, the separate layer of the same material ie of itself is created solely on the basis of the "perception" of the nature and utility of those instruments.
So once we transcend our perception and understand that we are separated by "oneness itself" then we no longer stay separate from anything.
However this perception of separation is highly useful.These layers of perceptions are like screens of smoke, dense white smoke, which does not allow us to look at other compartments clearly so we learn to stay in our own realm, these walls act as curtains of separation , though in reality there is no separate compartment.It is holding all of it together, mere thought instruments separated by thought perceived wall so what the maker is thinking and creating the creation is perceiving and experiencing.There is no separation, but of these unreal walls they help us to live out our destiny, rather divine ordained tasks.
So its great when a tool reaches out to the creator and questions the very existence of these walls , but mere questioning does not make it comprehend why things are the way they are, but by becoming that oneness and separation at the same time, when you are the tool case as well as the walls separating different compartments while being a tool, our experience begin one and then no questions are required the ultimate answer is revealed through experience alone.
No explanations no answer will suffice, you have to get rid of the way you are use to learning by way of words, by way of questions and answers , true learning happens only through experience, who told you how to breath, talk, walk , see, hear, feel joy, laugh no one it happened through experience.
So allow yourself true learning and become one with all and with the supreme being there is no other way, we have been questioning for many many lives, seeking answers, running to Himalayas, forests, valleys deserts just to learn what, "to be" because we instinctively know that those rivers, mountains, deserts are "being" that, no question plain experience of the divine in their "being"
To being is to BE.

TIME: stretching, slowing, dissolving, standing still.

My assumption about time being a scalar quantity has been completely demolished.

where associated factors of gravity and space are physically undefinable.
With respect to time, the beauty of it is that it has no effect of gravity on it..(Most units/things/objects on earth) are created as an expression of gravity.
and space, well! while here on earth space is a very abused term outside of this layer space has an extremely beautiful connotation.
Outside and beyond space encompasses everything ,there the concept of 'your space' and mine refuses to take hold..because there it is a sum of all and everything and hence the concept of interconnectedness..
All things
by immortal power
near or far
to each other
hiddenly linked are.
That thou cans't not stir a flower.
without troubling a star

This interconnectedness of everything creates the concept of time..
The ancient sundials were nothing but respective rotation and movement of earth in space in relation to the movement of the sun..it was nothing but a comparative analogy of the two linear or rotational movements in endless space.
What an irrelevant and minuscule quantity , compared to the vastness of the existence..
which is endless
and here we are timed with time..
its like tying our lives to the movements of a bacteria under the electron microscope..we have refused to analyze the vastness of our being..
Tied to the time we limit ourselves..
Time when dropped out of its scalar definition becomes and expression of all and everything divine.
All and everything all at once..
To see a world in a grain of sand,
And a heaven in a wild flower,
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand,
And eternity in an hour.

HOW DO WE GET THERE?

From loneliness to bizarre crowds,
From clouds to parched lands
From being a drop in the ocean to the effervescent rainbow vapor in the sky
From the green meadows to burnt pastures
When is it exactly do we transfer from the zenith of glory to dark anonymity and vice-verse?
More important than that. is the purpose of this oscillation that our being delves into
back and forth
back and forth
back and forth
What is the inspiration
What is that creative thrusts
That hypnotically pulls the jeeva to experience the same again and again
From high to low
From low to high
Is that the only way to exert balance?
Is there no constant state of balance?
well...
the answer is a yes and no!
surprised?????
We choose to move move from low to high, misery to elation and vice verse
by simple law of movement of energy from low to high and high to low.
Is there never a break...????
A point of rest
A point of static, where u can feel joy, sorrows, love, hatred, anger, greed, jealously,affection, brutality, trauma, ecstasy all at one point...everything all at once..
The big O
The question is in that highest of the high point of balance the static of ecstasy
One may never be able to experience the separate threads or strains
Each minute one with it's own singular exotic and exclusive flavour
How does a milder experience be bartered with this richness?
so we choose to experience these finer strains.
but as we oscillate there is always a midpoint.
A moment of choice
A para-second of decisive thought which many term as the voice of the heart
That moment we all can choose perfect stillness over chaos,
love over misery,
joy and bliss over confusion,
Now the next question how do we find that point that para-second??
How do we know when its here?
That,
if you start tuning in to yourself at the time of onset of another wave of ecstasy or misery
There is always a wave of calm that hits us.
Its extremely subtle,
If we recognize and allow it
our wiser self learns to distance itself form all glory, sorrow, love, lust, sadness, and laugh at the superficiality of it
You then can be the experience without being the experiencer
The fine line is that u float into it, with the awareness of it taking place
which enables you to enjoy the exotic field of the strain without succumbing to the emotional and mental draft that follows it.
That's when u learn the true art of witnessing.
that what is generically referred as letting-go.
when u r the experience yet outside the confining limitations of it.
Thereby the lust of the jeeva to experience these strains is satiated without loosing the subtle balance.
and here I rest my case,
the point of balance is a perfect yes and no because
You are moving and yet you are still
You are into the experience and yet a witness
You remain human while being nothing but divine.

Dream time!

I am stepping out of this building with a friend and right in front of us is a huge tree and there are thousands of owls (white faced) sitting on its branches, and I joke "this must be a very wise tree"!

I am carrying two ducks who a flapping their wings and trying to run away , there is a baby duck too, they don't look like ordinary ducks, they have shiny red /green and blue feathers, I am requesting my brother to help me carry them somewhere.

There is a bright star in the sky it looks like a tetrahedron, I am pointing it out to someone and saying look I can see the star of David, this means Christ is coming!

Managers of Time and Space

We are born managers, we manage our daily routines, chores, lives, house , budgets, relationships, hardships, disasters, disease, pain, love, and even divinity...thats where 90% of the human population is.

One step below management is mismanagement where abuse of privileges takes place, we dishonor our gifts, our selves, our commitments , our dreams, and we live life as if we are barely alive.That is what 40% of the human life is struggling with.

one step above is over management where our life runs like precision instruments, there is no room left for mistakes, errors, imperfection, beauty, mirth..That about 70% of the humanity now is striving for..

But there is a left over 10% which falls in none of these categories.That is the lot which has dared to/is trying to step "beyond managing life"
That when every moment becomes its own fulfillment, nothing is left to be managed/over managed/mismanaged...because matter like salt starts dissolving in water of pure consciousness.

In that state we work at home office lives relationships...we produce goods, crops, food, services, challenges...we create enough complications and just enough solutions to keep ourselves rooted int o this reality ...but we do not indulging in its creatio,running and destruction..the three pronged trishul..does not collide with the three basic questions of our existence
food
sex
ego
we no longer are the brahma vishnu or the shiva
or may say we are no longer the father the son and the holy spirit..
not id ego supra-ego
we become the sum of all three..the ONE
we jump from that to the level of fulfillment in the very moment which is the sum of all moments...
we are the totality..we are everything!
All
the sum of all
ALL THAT THERE IS..we become what we are.
that is the ultimate destiny of all levels of consciousness and all levels of management..
from our planet tho..
the ones who are at the super-level of management migrate to pockets of universe where love is the primary lesson to be learned..

Ones who are managing will be given a choice..to move to other elements that would help them to wake up-to super potentials in them...if they refuse, they join the mismanaging lot and start all over again..recreate and help and learn and recreate..help each other and learn..and recreate/recycle/relearn/rebirth..till they realize that this cycle hold no interest to them and choose to spin out of it..

Finally, the mismanaging lot..there are special sectors created/designed modified/ to create enough test to bring out the purest essence of consciousness. such that they learn to blend and create super consciousness and filter out the debris of their current existence from the purest essence and join the rest .

The lot that is going beyond will be given space to recreate and rebuild a new model of evolution which emerges out of denser vibrations but does not carry the same essence any more it simply let s matter BE..
in that altered state of existence time and space converge and create a transition zones of 4 kinds..
1) between time and space
2)time and no space/space and no time
3)time and no time and
4)space and no space

Out of these 4 state 1 and 2 is achieved by almost all of them in this category
some have reached 3 but to reach the 4 state one needs help from those who are beyond the time and space (TS form now on)..
The one's beyond TS guide us and take us to the 5th level of none of these categories..

Before I proceed I must explain about these 4 states-

1)Time and Space- experienced from outside and inside at both levels and sometimes simultaneously..in this state the Jiva vibrates faster and generates energy like a dynamo because those pockets of beyond-ness act like enriched uranium for him..
In this state jiva has powers to exercise his will to create chances/opportunities/positive vibrations/healing, joy in his surrounding because he is pulling out the non matter or the Grey and acting as a filter..and cleaning the environment..

* for some there is a jump between these 4 states..alternatively

2) Times and no space / Space and no time- are equivalent because the two principles are essentially the same as love and light ..the Jiva is migrating between two aspects.
This is a slightly higher state from the first one because now it is not just a glimpse but a capacity to retain itself in either of the pure states..
whether its love or light ..
Jiva gets to experience purity of its existence.At this level he is capable of transforming time lines to rebuild reality..it creates choices out of thin air..(literally) and converts them into light/matter/gravity whatever you may want to refer the material as and the vice-versa..
In this case the limitation is that choices cannot be reversed.Once the transformation at will takes place there is no back gear to reconvert your energy from gross to light and back.The space-time line still operates.
In this state the Jiva may alter events, forgo events, or lubricate his own passage between the two.
It is the most self fulfilling state of all 4.
But the choices once solidified cannot be changed and opportunities ones dissolved cannot be regenerated.In short no back gears.You have to experience the outcome in both cases.
Next is the 3 state of Time and no time..in this state space is discarded and time is used as a tool of transition, you create and rewind time at will/choice..time rolling back and forth ..in this state Jiva learns about the layers of time one moves through.
There are 3 stages of time bending/creating/rolling

i) when the time is ascertained as a physical attribute of jiva's existence..it is like setting up an alarm that would ring at a in a specified pocket since there is no existence..sound is dimension-less but it needs air to travel so a part of the space is involved in this state.

ii) When the alarm goes off ..time specified ..happens..at that moment space is experienced because sound waves have traveled through air/matter/space and hit the other matter to generate awareness of the event ..That's when time happens..

iii) when the alarm stops buzzing and the experience is over there is no longer nay contact with mater or space again..

In all the sub-states, matter is involved only at the time of "alarm going off" not before not after ..so time is experienced as time only on those moments of contacts.
Not before not after..just at the time of time..not at the time of "no time".

This state is called time and no time state.
Jiva at this states relates to matter as outside of itself , state of material detachment takes place, time does not exist in physical reality for the jiva.
Its not fast not slow.All and everything is motioned/commanded/executed/completed in one moment.
So time is both experienced in that one moment of contact with space but also experienced as non existence of linear time..linear time necessarily involves prolonged and continuous contact with space.

In this 3rd state Jiva sources experiences from different time zones at the same time.It experiences reality with overlap of time zones where many lives/experiences/TS contacts are experienced.It is akin to observing a slide under the microscope.Where millions of moving moments and lives and be seen in one glance.
Jiva now has the capacity to choose blend/intensify/dissolve/regenerate/relive/respond to TS contact in that single moment.

This is an exceptional state and it is not available to all seekers. Only those who have achieved the equivalent experience of Space and no space..that is level 4.

At level 4, time is discarded, space stretches itself out into infinity, jiva moves between these loops of infinity and experiences space over and over again.
It sees space as superimposition of one reality over the other not as different time lines.
Here context of time is minimized, it is similar to experiencing all levels of a building at ones but seeing it as one eye, that is "stretching itself out" through many levels and "as those" levels..here the Jiva is allowed to stretch itself through space and become everything .
Sum of all experiences but as the experiencer.
Here there is no time because space is simply operating in different layers and not moving in tandem with time.
This state is considered higher than "time and no time state" because time is not essentially required to experience space at different levels/layers/reality/
It is simply experienced all at once.
Only reference of TS contact happens when Jiva deliberately and physically or consciously moves through layers of space to experience one particular space where TS contact is taking place and creating that layer/space.
In that context its a higher state because TS-contact is not needed otherwise to experience this state.Only dimensionally Jiva is stretching himself out to become everything..all levels all layers all realities.
Beyond this is the 5th layer.
Beyond the TS definitions and boundaries.Jiva sees what cannot be experienced with time and space experience.For that physical existence has to be dropped completely and other layers are pierced to experience that.Till the Jiva discards all its layers of existence that knowledge/experience is impossible..
That's all for today!

OF MY KINGDOM

my kingdom descends on hollow grounds
i usurp life and i take away thrones
i rejoice in love and bathe in beauty
i m kind i am cruel and that's my duty
i control passions and the seas
i season seasons and create breeze
i love and preserve and i nurture
i restore what is sounds and uproot the clutter
i am the king of kings
my song flows with the wind
m your soul m your heart
m the one u have searched so far
i come to u in all my glory
be my children for its your story
i summon my errant children
and free them in my paradise
i am not the slayer of evil
m not the brave knight
I am just i am kind
good or bad ..glory be mine!

i am going........

i am going to go, to let go,

i am going to move, to be still,

i am going to hurt, to be healed,

i am going to discard, to embrace,

i am going to give up, to accept,

i am going to be with the unfamiliar, to know the known,

i am going to be vulnerable, to be strong,

i am going to miss the past, to be in the present,

i am going to sink, to survive,

i am going to be lost, to be able to explore,

i am going to reject, to accept,

i am going to die, to be born again,

i am going to be someone else, to know who i truely am..

HERE AND THERE!

PRAYERS!

GRATITUDE

REMEMBRANCE OF STRENGTH

CATALOGUE OF DEMANDS

CRY FOR MERCY

HOPE FOR MIRACLES

YEARNING TO REJOIN

SEARCH FOR THE LOST LOVE

TO BE HEALED

TO ASK FOR MORE

TO EXPRESS INGRATITUDE

TO BE ANGRY WITH NON FULFILMENT

TO BE THE HAPPIEST

TO BE LOVED

TO BE MOST LOVABLE

TO SURVIVE

TO DIE

TO LAUGH

TO CRY

TO KNOW

BUT

BEST PRAYERS ARE FROM THOSE WHO KNOW HOW TO BECOME THE PRAYER!

POWER TO BE!

THERE WILL ALWAYS BE TIMES WHEN WE FEEL REALITY SLIPPING OFF A BIT FROM OUR VISION.WE THINK THERE IS A PROBLEM , WHAT WE DONT KNOW IS ..THAT ITS A BLESSING!

THE MIRAGE IS BREAKING!!!!!!!!!!

YOUR HEART HAS FINALLY DECIDED NOT TO YIELD TO CONNIVING WAYS OF THE MIND IN PROJECTING A REALITY BEFORE OUR EYES...WHICH DOES NOT EVEN EXIST...WHICH IS ONLY OUR CONSTRUCT.

SOMEONE WHO KNOWS HOW TO STEP IN AND OUT OF REALITIES WAS ENOUGH FOR ME TO GO AHEAD

THERE IS NO REQUIREMENT OF ANY ANALYSIS

WHEN MASTERS WANT YOU TO BE THEIR VEHICLE

YOU HAVE TO SURRENDER

YOU GIVE YOUR SENSE OF SEPERATION AND BE ONE WITH THE NEW CREATION SETTLING BEFORE YOUR EYES

YOUR SENSE OF SPACE CHANGES

ENVIRONMENT CHANGES

HABITS CHANGE

FACES CHANGE

EVRYTHING CHANGES

EXCEPT YOUR FAITH IN THE FACT THAT WHEN YOU HEARD THAT VOICE ASKING YOU TO BE THE WORKERS OF LIGHT

YOU DID HEAR IT

THERE WAS NO ILLUSION

THERE IS NO MYTH HERE

ITS AS TRUE AS YOUR FINGERS TAPPING ON YOUR KEYBOARD

AS YOU TYPE

MY QUESTION HERE IS THAT...

WILL YOU ALLOW YOURSELF TO EXPERIENCE THE TRUE NATURE OF THINGS

TO BE THE LOVE AND LIGHT YOURSELF

I HAVE NEVER PONDERED OVER IT EVEN FOR A FRACTION OF A SECOND

HOW COULD YOU?

IF I CAN SURRENDER TO BECOME A DENSE REALITY TO EXPERIENCE YOUR LOVE AND YOUR BEING IN THIS TIME AND SPACE

CAN YOU LOOK BEYOND YOUR SELF TOO?

IT IS YOUR DESTINY EMBRACE IT....

I AM COMING TO YOU WHETHER YOU ARE READY OR NOT

YOUR DOUBTS CANT STOP ME

YOUR LIFE WILL CHANGE

SO WILL EVERYBODY ELSE AROUND YOU

JUST BECAUSE ONE WHEEL IS ALIGNED AND ANOTHER IS NOT YOU START SCORNING THE SLOWER WHEEL

DONT YOU KNOW THERE WILL BE NO MOVEMENT WITHOUT THE SECOND WHEEL

TAKE TIME TO THINK BEYOND THE SLOWNESS OF THE WHEEL

MAY BE THAT SLOWNESS COMPLEMENTS YOUR SPEED

MAY BE IT ALLOWS THE VEHICLE TO MOVE AND AT THE SAME TIME JUST STAY THERE

AND JUST BE!