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Monday, April 21, 2008

choose your own experiences

WHEN ALL CHAOS CEASES THERE IS THE DEPTH OF SILENCE.THE PEACE THAT NEEDS NO CONDITIONS TO BE THERE...OFTEN WHEN WE CRY OUR HEARTS OUT WE EXPERIENCE A DEEP SENSE OF PEACE ..WHAT HAPPENS HERE IS FEELING OUR EMOTIONS IN TOTALITY IS ALSO A PART OF MEDITATION A PART OF OUR BEING ...I HAVEN'T HEARD OF SOMEONE JUMPING FROM A CLIFF AND HALTING IN MID AIR...WHEN JUMP OFF..EARTH'S ATTRACTIONS ASSURES THAT IT HAPPENS..LAW OF NATURE TAKES CARE THAT ALL CYCLES ARE COMPLETED..AND CAUSES AND EFFECTS MEET IN PERFECT UNISON...THERE ARE NOTHING INCOMPLETE HERE ...EVERYTHING IS PERFECT EVEN IN ITS APPARENTLY CHAOTIC APPEARANCE..THE DIFFERENCE HERE IN NOT OF THE STATE BUT OF OUR UNDERSTANDING...IF WE ARE CRYING TODAY IS BECAUSE WE HAVE LOST TOUCH WITH OUR COMPLETE SELF...WE YEARN FOR THAT COMPLETION..IF WE ARE LONELY IS BECAUSE WE YEARN FOR THE OTHER HALF...IF WE ARE HUNGRY WE CRY FOR FILLING THE PHYSICAL SPACE INSIDE..IF WE ARE HUNGRY FOR SUCCESS WE CRY WHEN WE FAIL TO DO SO BECAUSE WE ARE YEARNING FOR FILLING THAT SPACE IN OUR EGO...WHEN WE ARE THIRSTING FOR KNOWLEDGE WE FILL OURSELVES WITH INFORMATION...AND WHEN WE ARE YEARNING TO BE ONE ...WHAT DO WE YEARN FOR???...TO REALIZE OUR SELF...AND WHEN U CRY TO KNOW WHO YOU ARE? NATURE ASSURES THAT THE CAUSE U CREATE RESULTS INTO THE EFFECT THAT LEADS TO YOU BEING ONE WITH YOURSELF..AND YOU WILL CREATE CHOICES, EXPERIENCES FOR YOURSELF THAT WILL TAKE YOU THERE..THAT EXPERIENCES MAY NOT BE EXTERNALLY THE FINEST ONES BUT INTERNALLY THEY POLISH YOU ..SO THAT YOU SHINE IN ITS RADIANCE...SO WHATEVER YOU ARE EXPERIENCING IS WHAT YOU HAVE CREATED ...YOU CHOSE TO EXPERIENCE IT TO REACH YOURSELF...SO NOTHING REMAINS GOOD OR BAD EVERYTHING IS GOOD IF IT LEADS YOU TO YOURSELF...FEEL NO FEAR TO CHOOSE IF YOUR HEART DESIRES SOMETHING TRUELY IT WILL HAPPEN FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT THE OBSTACLES THAT YOU FACE...BECAUSE YOU SHOULD REMEMBER THAT YOU CHOSE TO EXPERIENCE THAT OBSTACLE AS WELL..IT IS YOUR PROCESS OF GROWTH...YOU WROTE YOUR OWN DESTINY AND YOU ARE DOING IT RIGHT NOW..SO CHOOSE TO EXPERIENCE LESSONS NOT RESULTS...RESULTS ARE ALWAYS EXTERNAL AND LESSONS ARE ALWAYS INTERNAL..IF YOU LEARN YOUR LESSON WELL EXTERNAL RESULTS MANIFESTS IN BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL WAYS...SO DONT BE AFRAID DONT CHOOSE A DESTINY CHOOSE EXPERIENCES THEY HELP YOU TO STAY FOCUSED ON YOUR ULTIMATE GOAL..AND CELEBRATE LIFE EVERY MOMENT ... YOU DONT EVER EVER NEED REGRETS, YOU NEED TO APPRECIATE YOUR LEARNING.

love is all you have




LOVE IS ALL YOU HAVE ..THE CRUX OF YOUR ESSENCE THE FEELING OF YOUR SOUL,THE BREATH OF FRESH AIR ON A DESERT.LOVE IS NOT ABOUT BODIES AND HEART IT IS ABOUT THE WAY YOU LIVE ,THE WAY YOU CONDUCT YOURSELF.THE JOY OF SURRENDERING TO YOUR CREATOR.
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE TOLD THAT THE WORLD IS COMING TO AN END TOMMORROW..PRAY FOR MERCY, PRAY FOR THE LOVED ONES,WANT TO BE WITH THEM,HUG KISS OR HOLD THEM IN THOSE LAST MOMENTS ,BUT HOW MANY WOULD TURN AROUND AND TELL OUR MERCIFUL CREATOR A BIG THANK YOU FOR GIVING US THIS EXPERIENCE CALLED LIFE..A BEAUTIFUL SOJOURN IN YOUR JOURNEY TO THE LIGHT A JOURNEY WITH NO BEGINNING AND NO END IT JUST CARRIES ON FROM ONE WORLD TO THE OTHER.
WE EVEN THANK THOSE WHO KEEP US AS A GUEST FOR A WHILE, EVEN THOSE WHO TAKE CARE OF US IN A HOTEL WHEN WE ARE ON VACATION. THEN WHY DO WE FAIL TO THANK HIM WHO HAS SENT US HERE, GIVEN US FOOD ,FAMILY ,FRIEND ,LOVE, LAUGHTER,BEAUTY,SUNSHINE,TEARS,HUGS,CHOCOLATE CAKE,WHY?
IS IT THAT DIFFICULT?
WHEN WE LIGHT A CANDLE IN THE DARK WE SAY THAT OH! THERE IS LIGHT NOW , BUT WHEN THEN THE DARKNESS COMES WHY DON’T WE SAY OH! HERE NOW DARKNESS IS HERE..INSTEAD WE SAY THAT LIGHT HAS GONE, WE IDENTIFY THE GOOD MOMENTS AND COMPLETELY IGNORE THE BAD MOMENTS, WE DON’T EVEN ACKNOWLEDGE THAT IT WAS EVER THERE ONCE IT’S OVER?
DO YOU KNOW WHY, BECAUSE WE THINK WE ARE HERE TO ONLY LAUGH AND PLAY AND REJOICE IN OUR PLEASURE OF TASTE, FLESH AND WEALTH?
WHAT WE DON’T KNOW IS THAT WE HAVE COME HERE TO EXPERIENCE LOVE THE ULTIMATE UNCONDITIONAL LOVE, JUST LIKE WE KNOW A TRUE FRIEND IN THE TIME OF NEED; WE ONLY CAN KNOW TRUE JOY AFTER FACING ADVERSITY...AFTER FACING SADNESS...WE WOULD KNOW LIGHT ONLY IN COMPLETE DARNESS WHEN A FLICKERING FLAME OF THE CANDLE CAN BE SEEN FROM MILES AWAY.
THUS WE CAN ONLY KNOW HIS LOVE IN OUR DARKEST, SADDEST, UGLY, DEPRESSING, HOPELESS MOMENT, WHEN WE REALIZE WE HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO LIVE FOR.
THAT’S WHEN WE UNDERSTAND THAT THE PURPOSE OF OUR LIVES IS NOT PLEASURE OR MOMENTARY HAPPINESS…BUT TO KNOW THE TRUEST DEEPEST FEELING OF JOY THAT CAN ONLY BE EXPERIENCED BY KNOWING THAT YOU ONLY HAVE GOD BY YOUR SID E.
THE SUPREME SOUL WHO WOULD LOVE YOU EVEN WHEN THE WHOLE WORLD REJECTS YOU; EVEN AFTER YOU REJECT HIM IN DESPERATION.
HE WOULD STILL BE THERE BECAUSE HIS LOVE IS UNCONDITIONAL...UNWAVERING...IT DOES NOT CHANGE WITH TIME, IT DOES NOT CHANGE IN INTENSITY,BUT IT ONLY CHANGES IN YOUR UNDERSTANDING AS U OPEN YOUR HEART TO HIM IN TRUE SURRENDER THE MIRACLE OF THE UNIVERSE OPENS ITSELF TO YOU AND YOUR HEART BLOSSOMS IN ITS PRESENCE..IT SINGS THE SONG OF JOY...WORLD BECOMES BEAUTIFUL.
EVERY TINY LITTLE THING EXPRESSES ITSELF AS A PART OF THE GRAND MIRACLE OF LIFE...YOUR EYES OPEN TO AN OCEAN OF SUCH MAGNITUDE THAT YOUR SENSE OF EXISTENCE SIMPLY DISSOLVES ITSELF.
YOU BECOME NOTHING …AND THAT’S THE MOMENT YOU BECOME GOD...YOUR JOURNEY IS COMPLETED...
YOUR SOULS TRUE PURPOSE IS REALIZED.
SO MY LOVELY SOUL DON’T RJECT HIS GIFT...THIS LIFE IS A VERY BEAUTIFUL GIFT OF LOVE FROM HIM TO YOU,, TO ASSIST YOU IN YOUR QUEST FOR LOVE, IF YOU REJECT THIS YOU ARE PAVING WAY FOR YOUR OWN RETARDATION, YOUR JOURNEY SLOWS DOWN BECAUSE THEN YOU WILL HAVE TO LEARN THE VALUE OF LIFE FIRST BEFORE YOU CAN LEARN ANYTHING ABOUT HIM.
SO REPENT NO MORE THIS LIFE IS A CELEBRATION. LIVE IT TO THE FULLEST. ENJOY ITS BEAUTY AND THE MIRACLE HIDDEN IF EVERY TINY PART OF IT.
REOICE IN HIS LOVE.
AND THANK HIM EVERY MINUTE FOR THIS MIRACLE AS IT MAY NOT HAPPEN FOR YOU AGAIN
SO LIVE FULLY

AND THANK HIM HEARTILY.
AND WHEN THINGS ARENT RIGHT WITH YOU GO AND ASK YOURSELF WHAT DID YOU DO RUIN THIS PERFECTLY MIRACULOUS PARTY CALLED LIFE.

Thursday, April 17, 2008

fear of loss


THERE ARE TIMES IN OUR LIVES WHEN WE SEEM TO BE COMPLETELY AT PEACE WITH OUR EXTERNAL WORLD; WHEN OUR EXPECTATIONS FROM OUR UNIVERSE ARE FULFILLED IN ACCORDANCE WITH HOW THE REST OF THE WORLD PERCEIVES HAPPINESS TO BE. A GOOD JOB, COMFORTABLE LIFE, A SPOUSE AND CHILDREN AND NUMEROUS FRIENDS TO PARTY WITH. WE IGNORE THE VERY BASICS OF OUR EXISTENCE OUR INNER SELF, OUR SOURCE OF BLISS AND WITH TIME WE FIND OURSELVES MORE AND MORE DEPLETED. WHY THEN WHEN ALL THE PRE-REQUISITES OF HAPPINESS ARE FULFILLED WE STILL FEEL LOST, THEN WHAT IS LEFT UNDONE?
WE CHOOSE TO SEEK THE APPROVAL OF THE WORLD OUTSIDE US TO DEFINE OUR PARAMETERS OF HAPPINESS AND IGNORE OUR OWN SELF, BECAUSE IT TAKES COURAGE TO LISTEN TO OUR HEART, TO FULFILL OUR PURPOSE IN LIVE ...BUT THE MASTER I.E. OUR TRUE SELF ASSERTS ITS PRESENCE AND WE FEEL DISSATISFIED WITH OUR HIGH PAYING JOBS AND EVEN HIGHER PACKAGE OF STRESS THAT COMES WITH IT .WHICH INCLUDES 16 TO 18 HOURS A DAY OF SLAVERY ,JUST TO LIVE A LIFE THAT OTHERS SEE AS SUCCESSFUL. IT TAKES EVEN MORE COURAGE TO LIVE IN A LOPSIDED UNFULFILLING AND MORE OFTEN THAN NOT ABUSIVE RELATIONSHIPS WHERE ONE PARTNER CHOOSES TO TAKE ENDLESSLY WHILE THE OTHER ONE BEARS THE BURDEN OF PARENTING HIM/HER.
WHY SHOULD THIS HAPPEN TO US. WHY DO WE NOT SEEM TO HAVE ENOUGH COURAGE TO SEEK A LIFE WHERE THE EXTERNAL REWARDS MAY NOT BE VERY VISIBLE OR APPLAUDED BY THE WORLD. WHY DO WE CONTINUE SUCH DISTRESSFUL SLAVERY?
BECAUSE OF FEAR. WE FEAR NOT BEING AT PAR WITH THE REST , WE FEAR BEING AN OUTCAST . AND THE BIGGEST FEAR IS THE FEAR OF BEING LEFT ALONE?
ARE WE SO HORRIBLE THAT EVEN WE OURSELVES ARE SCARED OF OUR OWN COMPANY. WHAT IS MISSING HERE? IF WE KNEW THAT THERE IS ENORMOUS COMFORT, LOVE AND ALL THE PEACE AND JOY THAT WE SEEK IS WITHIN US WOULD WE STILL CONTINUE TO DO THAT?
WOULD BE STILL RUN FROM OURSELVES, WOULD BE STILL SEEK ANOISY PUB OR BAR SO THAT WE DONT REMEMBER THAT WE ARE LONELY?
AND MOST IMPORTANT OF ALL ..IS THAT FAIR.
LETS EXAMINE IT FROM THE BEGINNING WHY DO WE NEED PEOPLE. WE NEED THEM BECAUSE WE ARE BROUGHT UP AS SOCIAL BEINGS .IF, FROM OUR VERY CHILDHOOD, WE LIVED A SECLUDED LIFE..IF WE LIVED IN A CAVE ALONE OR IN A FOREST, BEING WITH OURSELVES WAS A WAY OF LIFE........ WOULD BE STILL FEEL THE SAME ABOUT RELATIONSHIPS, SPOUSES FAMILY ..FRIENDS?
I DONT THINK SO, IF WE KNEW HOW TO BE COMFORTABLE WITH OURSELVES, HOW TO FIND PEACE WITHIN WE WILL NOT LOOK OUTSIDE OURSELVES FOR COMFORT FOR NURTURANCE.BECAUSE WE HAVE IN US ,ALL THAT WE NEED, JUST THAT WE HAVENT LEARNED HOW TO TAP THAT ENDLESS SOURCE OF ENERGY.
IF WE ARE AT PEACE WITH OURSELVES NOT ONLY WE WILL BE HAPPIER IN OUR RELATIONSHIP BUT WE WOULD MAKE THEM BETTER FOR OTHERS TOO. BECAUSE THEN WE ARE NOT DEPENDENTS AND WHEN WE ARE NOT DEPENDANT ON OTHERS........ WE ARE FREE. WE ARE FREE TO CHOOSE , WE ARE FREE OF ALL FEARS AND WE SEEK BETTER AND MORE FULFILLING AND HARMONIOUS LIVES FOR OURSELVES BECAUSE THEN WE GET OVER OUR FEAR OF LOSS. THEN WE DONT CLING TO ABUSIVE PATTERNS BECAUSE WE REALIZE ITS NOT WORTH SO MUCH.WE NATURALLY LOOK BEYOND IT WITH A NEWFOUND COURAGE THAT THERE IS A POWER BEYOND ALL HUMAN LIMITATIONS THAT WILL SEE US THROUGH ...THE POWER OF SELF ..WE CHOOSE TO CREATE OUR OWN REALITY A NEW LIFE SOLELY ON THE TRUST THAT WE PLACE ON SOMETHING BEYOND OUR MINDS AND THAT SENSE OF SELF IS WHAT I CALL GOD!
WE ARE OUR OWN CREATORS, NURTURERS, LOVERS AND WE CREATE FOR OURSELVES WHAT WE CHOOSE FOR OURSELVES ..IF CHOOSE LOVE WE GET LOVE ,IF WE CHOOSE MISERY WE GET MISERY.
THEN THE NEXT QUESTION IS HOW DO WE DO THAT ..THIS IS MORE SIMPLE THAN YOU THINK ..ITS A STEP BY STEP TECHNIQUE.
1. CLOSE YOUR EYES AND ASK YOURSELF WHAT 'U' TRULY WANT FOR YOURSELF TOMORROW OR AN HOUR FROM NOW..IT CAN BE ANYTHING.
2. ONCE YOU DECIDE ON WHAT YOU WANT ASK AND RECONFIRM 'IS THAT WHAT I WANT'?
3. ONCE CONFIRMED THINK ABOUT IT AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN...CLEARLY AND CLEARLY AND MORE CLEARLY
4. IT SHOULD GET SO CLEAR THAT U CAN NOW VISUALIZE IT
5. AND NOW IT IS SO REAL THAT YOU CAN EVEN EXPERIENCE IT , YOU CAN FEEL ALL THE EMOTIONS WHETHER LOVE ,ANGER, SECURITY, CONFIDENCE ..'U FEEL IT AS GOOD AS YOU CAN ALMOST EXPERIENCE IT'.
6. NOW DO YOU FEEL HAPPY ABOUT IT .... THEN LEAVE THAT THOUGHT IN THE UNIVERSE
7.THERE ...YOUR THOUGHT MATERIALIZES BEFORE YOU CAN EVEN IMAGINE.
NOW THERE ARE A FEW THINGS THAT YOU NEED TO THINK ABOUT AND THESE RULES OF UNIVERSE ARE NEVER TO BE IGNORED ....AS NEWTON LAID IT OUT LOUD AND CLEAR FOR ALL OF US..
ENERGY CAN NEITHER BE CREATED NOR BE DESTROYED..OUR THOUGHTS ARE VERY SUBTLE YET MOST POTENT FORM OF ENERGY ..AND LIKE ATTRACTS LIKE SO A NEGATIVE THOUGHT WOULD ATTRACT MORE NEGATIVITY AND A POSITIVE THOUGHT WOULD DO THE SAME MANIFOLD..SO THINK ABOUT GOOD THINGS FOR YOURSELF AND MORE IMPORTANTLY FOR OTHERS.. U MIGHT BE ANGRY BUT THE ANGER MAY NOT REMAIN THERE IN YOUR HEART .......SO THINK MANY TIMES OVER BEFORE HARBORING HARMFUL THOUGHTS FOR ANYONE.
SECONDLY ONCE YOU HAVE CREATED SOMETHING AND LEFT IT FOR THE UNIVERSE TO FULFILL ...STICK TO IT ..DON'T KEEP CHANGING YOUR MIND OR YOU WILL KEEP CONFUSING THE ENTIRE UNIVERSE
LASTLY, LET ALL THOUGHTS BE INSPIRED BY LOVE FOR YOURSELF AND FOR OTHERS THERE IS NO EMOTION MORE POWERFUL THAN LOVE
SO GO AHEAD AND CREATE A BRAND NEW REALITY FOR YOURSELF AND NO ONE CAN STOP YOU FROM DOING SO,
NOT EVEN GOD. BECAUSE HE HAS GIVEN US THIS POWER IN THE FIRST PLACE..A FREE WILL TO CHOOSE AND CREATE OUR OWN LIFE AND LEARNING AND HE HAS NO INTENTION TO TAKE IT AWAY FROM YOU WHETHER U CREATE GOOD OR BAD ..LIKE HE NEVER DID IN THE PAST MANY MANY LIVES THAT U LIVED
WHERE U CREATED YOUR OWN REALITY , LIVED IT , EXPERIENCED IT AND MOVED ON ..
DO THE SAME NOW BUT THIS TIME USE IT WISELY AND LOVINGLY ..LIVE MORE IN AWARENESS AND GIVE NOT A SECOND TO ANY STRAY, USE LESS OR A DESTRUCTIVE THOUGHT ANYMORE ...NOT EVEN A SECOND SHOULD BE LIVED IN THAT UNAWARE SLEEPY STAGE WHEN YOUR MIND THOUGHT ALL DAY LONG AND CREATED NOTHING GOOD OR USEFUL FOR YOU.
CHANGE IT THIS TIME..CHOOSE WISELY AND LIVE IN TOTAL AND COMPLETE AWARENESS OF YOUR THOUGHTS AND CHOICES THAT YOU ARE CREATING EVERY MOMENT.
AND THAT MY FRIEND IS MEDITATION ,,IF YOU PERFECT THIS ART ..NOT JUST YOU, ALL HUMANS HAVE THE INTELLIGENCE TO CHOOSE NOTHING BUT THE HIGHEST ..THEY WILL CHOOSE THE BEST
AND THAT'S THE FASTEST AND THE SUREST WAY TO REACH GOD!